I am a broken women and this has torn me apart... we have no justice for the rape and abuse... which was done to us men and women... of the churches in New Zealand... we are just walked all over... as if we are the dirt they walk upon...
it
is the getting up which is so hard... the fall is so easy... you just
let go and yet knowing that... you don't only see yourself fall... you
see your friends holding on to that last thread... you then feel that it
is you... who is about to brake that
thread... you say to yourself... you must not let go Ann... just a
little while longer then we will be free... but it doesn't work that
way... you hear the word sorry so often... knowing that it does not mean
anything... to the church nuns and priest... to them it is just another
meaningless word... to use when or where ever they feel... that people
will believe that they just might... have a a bit of heart or feelings
in them... but they have always missed out... what we are shouting to
them to hear... ACKNOWLEDGMENT TO THE ABUSE... that is what we want most
of all... then that will resort some faith back into our souls...
Why
do they NOT take any notice when we tell them... about the lost of our
faith in god... that is what we have lost... and they do not answer that
question... they turn the other way... and do not hear or see us... we
are the lost children of god... not from our own doing... it has being
caused by the servants and brides of Jesus Christ... nuns and priest...
and that they will have to answer to gods for... Why do they not hear
us?... as a child we would of given our lives to Jesus... and some of us
now still would... but they do not see our hearts weeping for that
lost... which we held so dear to our hearts... the pain of the rape and
the abuse as children... by these men and women of god... was like to
us... the devil with his pitchfork... just like they thrashed into us
every day and night... pushing us into the fires of hell... and that is
where we are today... living a life in hell on earth... Ann
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The deadline for public input about the Terms of Reference for the inquiry into historic abuse in state care ends midnight.
The draft Terms of Reference covers physical, sexual and emotional abuse and neglect with a key focus being the impact for Māori.
Royal Commission Chairman Sir Anan Satyanand expects more submissions about the scope of the inquiry.
"The number of submissions we've received it's north of 200, by the end of tonight, I'm thinking we'll be around the 300 mark," says Satyanand.
https://www.maoritelevision.com/news/politics/deadline-input-abuse-inquiry-scope-ends-tonight