HOPE: Help the Children of Today and Domestic Violence and RAPE
FREE on going health care for the abused child
FREE on going health care for domestic abused people,
For above and also: XRAYS, MIR SCANS, HEAD INJURIES, It is essential that the health is seen to first, before anything else. Also all damaged done to the child... Domestic Violence... and RAPE... is all FREE through ACC
ACC is to stop sending people to counselors, before they are ready to go and then because that person stops going to counseling, because they are not in their right state of mind to go (such as still in poor health and pain), ACC is not to take them off their books. No counseling, until the person is back on their feet and in good health, meaning without any pain, as they will not be able to cope with the counseling, because of being on pain killers, or medication of some sort. And all this while, ACC should be paying for all cost,
The abused people should not pay, for their health care, because that way, they are paying for being abused..
Make sure, that where the child is place, in-care, that they are safe and not just put there, to get the child out of mind and out of sight, or off the books. All is done, the child is place some where, and our work is done, so they say.
I feel that ACC, gets rid of the abused children, abused victims/survivors, off their books, as soon as they can. The people give up, so as they have some peace, We are far too weak to fight ACC all the time, I gave up years ago, I can not fight the Drs, who are paid by ACC, so the Drs, tell ACC what ACC want to hear. Nothing wrong with her, she is imagining that she is in Pain, Gosh I have xrays and operation to prove what is wrong with me. This is what we have to put up with.
Some one needs to listen to us abused victims/survivors, who are in pain. Because you can not see the pain, we are told that we are lying about it. We give up, because we can not keep fighting for our rights, to try to get something done, for our on going health and pain.
As New Zealanders, are we not entitled to ACC, as well as the sports people are???
You know what that makes us feel like?,
It is like being abused over and over again. It is like being a child again, that is what these years of fighting ACC is like, abused and sexual abused people's minds stop growing and the little child in you, comes forward, when ever she has to fight, or stand up for herself, when she knows that she is right, but then she does not know, in which way, to go about things, to get help, from ACC. Just this year I emailed ACC, and I am not on their books any more I was told, they could not find my name. No one knows what we go through, we need some one to fight for us and to help us.
We are already destroyed, our minds tell us, that it can not carry on the fight any more. We give up. We are the low of the lowest and from then on, we feel more helpless about our well being, and that is when, we are so vulnerable.
Why are we thrown on the rubbish heap, as if we are the guilty person,?
We feel dirty and ashamed already and ACC send us backward, by re-abusing us, time and time again. ACC have their own Drs. We have no one.
ACC HAS BULLIED US INTO GIVING UP.
My lawyer has all of my papers to do with ACC and yes, it has cost me, to fight to get the help, that should be mine as a New Zealander.
We need FREE special Drs, who will stand up for the abuse children and the abused victims/survivors, because we can not do it alone, We do every thing that ACC tell us to do, but it is still not enough to get the help we need from ACC.
We are so tied of the everyday fight just making it, from day to day, because we have no one to help us.
We feel so let down by everyone, so we, abused victims/survivors, just give up and that is why you see, so many damaged children, men and women, just existing, walking around with blank minds. Some one has to help us,
Have us abused people, no rights at all??
We need FREE lawyers to fight our case, once ACC signs us off their books, while we are still in need of their on going help.
Some of us will never be healed, our brains and bodies are damaged so much, that no one can help us, we end up rotting away so slowly, our abuse is forever in the back ground.
ABUSED CHILDREN, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, RAPE VICTIMS/SURVIVORS OF ALL KINDS OF ABUSE, ARE THE FORGOTTEN NEW ZEALANDERS.
Brain damage is a life time of pain, as with sexual abuse, we need some one who understands our head pain, gosh it is like your head would burst open, the pain is that bad, that is what bashing about the head does to you, they can not see the pain, so we are a waist, of time and space to them all, may as well not be here, no one cares what we go through each day, even our own Drs, do not believe us, because they can not see our pain.
HELL, WHAT ELSE AND FOR HOW LONG, DO WE HAVE TO SUFFER,
WE NEED HELP.
WE NEED SOME ONE TO STAND UP FOR US.
WE CAN NOT DO IT ALONE.
WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO ASK FOR HELP ANYMORE
WE HAVE TO STAY SILENT, JUST LIKE A CHILD DOES
IT HURTS, IT BLOODY HURTS SO MUCH
WE HAVE NO HOPE OR FAITH IN ANYONE.
We already trust no one, but now, that no-one, has turned into the world, you were slapped down as a child, but when it happens when you are suppose to be an adult, it is harder on you, you ask yourself: What is wrong with me?,
Am I to be blamed for being abused as a child?,
Or being domestic abused?,
Am I the one, who should be in jail?,
We live in Prison in our own homes
Abuse and sexual abuse last a life time of shame, blame and pain.
I was told just lately, that is was my fault, for being abused as a child, the child in me just cried and cried, it was the grown ups, who did this to me I said, the child was calling out, but she kept on at me. I told her to leave my house.
STOP PEOPLE FROM USING THE ABUSED CHILDREN.. BY MAKING MONEY OUT OF THEM.
STOP PEOPLE FROM BLAMING THE CHILDREN FOR BEING ABUSED.
PLEASE BELIEVE THE ABUSED CHILDREN... SHOW THEM THAT YOU CARE FOR THEM... GAIN THEIR TRUST FIRST BY SHOWING THEM KINDNESS... TELL THEM THAT YOU BELIEVE THEM
DON'T FORCE THEM INTO SOMETHING THEY DO NOT WANT TO DO...
LIKE GOING TO SOME ONE ELSE THEY DO NOT KNOW
WHEN YOU SEE A CHILD IN FEAR OF SOMEONE...
KEEP AN EYE ON THAT CHILD...
KNOW THE SIGNS OF CHILD ABUSE...
ASK A SURVIVOR HOW THEY FELT...
I have given up for myself, I just want children and the young people of today helped, they have a voice now and they now have Sir Glenn to walk along side of them,
WOW! The children are blessed, they will soon learn that help will soon be there for them and they will learn to trust and to open up and use their voice and you will see that one day, New Zealand children will be free from the hands, of their abusers???.
But deep down I know, that while we have so much power over children, there will always be abuse.
The child has to have their own LAWYER and no one with them, when they go to see that lawyer. The persons who the child is with, is not to phone the child's lawyer, that is really BAD NEWS. They lie to the lawyer behind the child's back, the child still does not get a chance, to speak up for themselves. Believe me, my grandson went through this.
The child knows who to trust, let the child ask for that person, to be with them, let the child use their brains, they know who is good for them. But I still say, you have to make sure that the child is in a SAFE place, even the best people, such as, church people, teaches, Drs, and so on, abuse and sexual abuse innocent children. The child's lawyer is to only, talk to the child. The child needs to trust the lawyer and if that lawyer phones, or the people the child is with, phones their lawyer, you may as well leave the child, with their abusers.
Double check the CHILD YOUTH AND FAMILY, workers, we have heard, so many of them now days, abusing children, just because those who have being in the papers lately, have all the top line jobs, does not mean, that they are perfect. NO ONE IS PERFECT. Make sure the ones who are in the top job, such as The Child Youth And Family, do the job for the children, that they are not in that top job, just to get a name for themselves, or more money, as they work their way up the ladder. Far too many of these so call top line workers, do not have the know how, or any real feelings for the abused children. We need people in those jobs, who know how and what a child is going through, I have to keep telling you this, the child's TRUST has being broken, and that is where you start.
The child will never go to any one, he/she has told about the abuse before hand, they will go to any one who will listen to them and that child will watch ever move that person make and mostly that person's face. If you think a child does not notice these things, you are so wrong, as you are looking at them, they also are watching you. We know more than you will ever realize. The child may not be looking at you.
But this you must remember, the child hears ever word you say to them. You see Verbal abuse is the first thing which is done to the child, they work on the child's mind, to make the child feel guilt, so that the child gives in to them. Thinking that they will soon leave them alone. BUT IT NEVER STOPS. They keep on at the child, until the child just stands there and lets them, do what ever they want, to do with their bodies,
ABUSE OF ALL KINDS KILLS A CHILD'S MIND.
YOU HAVE TO PROTECT THE CHILDREN.
BUT WALK GENTLY WITH THE CHILD.
THE OLDER THE CHILD GETS, AND THE LONGER THE CHILD IS ABUSED FOR, THE HARDER IT IS FOR THE CHILD,
TO PUT THE ABUSE BEHIND THEM.
The child will then go two ways, rebel against every one, or go inward, one is as bad as the other, OH YES, your mind is not yours any more and each time they do these evil things to you, you put your mind else were, trying to cut out, what they are doing. It kills you. And then you try to end your life, just to stop the Pain. It hurts so much.
WHY DON'T PEOPLE BELIEVE THE AFFECT, THAT ABUSE HAS ON YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE???
Lies upon more lies, is all I have heard from the catholic church and the nuns, but still, the people do not believe us and that is why, I wrote my story, so as the world, knows what happened to us children, in their hell hole catholic orphanages around the world.
I am one dirty black soul, who is going to hell, the devil has my soul, oh god, why did you not stop them?? the nuns and priest told us, that you knew what would happen, years before it happened, Why? Why? Did you not stop it, if you knew about it.
The nuns told us, we were the devil's children, we were the devil's daughters, knowing that the nuns do not lie, we believed what ever they told us. My mind is so full of bad things, which were yelled at me, beaten into me, just a wee little girl, with no hand to hold. Looking for a kind face and a smile which I once knew, but that nun was sent away. That is what they use to do. The kind nun I last saw on my wedding day. Her face would light up, such a sweet smile she had and a voice of an angel.
This same sort of verbal abuse, is still happening to the children and the domestic abused people, of today. The abusers, work on the emotionally abuse and it is this, which stays with you, for the rest of your life.
I am telling you all of this, because you have to know, the depth of how the abuse, carries on within you, for the rest of your life.
I could tell you so much how it feels, to have no one, in who, you can trust. What abuse does to your mind. Scared of people, is one of the worst, you are alone for the rest of your life.
I must go now, I hope that SIR Glenn is given back his good name, at any way, I believe in him, he is a good man, to try to protect the children. His work, has not yet begun. So many innocent children, now have a voice and YES, they will be believed. That is what I have always wanted to hear... WE BELIEVE YOU. Ann Thompson
A Moment in time when all seems lost... a friend comes along... who cares... and makes you feel that you belong.
The Scars in my Mind Do Not Heal... They are the Deepest Scars... Forever Tormenting Me... Letting Me Know About My Shame.... Telling Me That It Was My Fault... Trying To Fight A Way Out From My Pain...
Action Stop Child Abuse Dead
If You're Doing It... Stop!
If You Suspect It... Report It
If You See It... Do Something NOW
If It's Happening To You... Tell Some One
WE ARE THE TRUTH...
WE HAVE OUR VOICE...
WE WILL NOT GO AWAY...
WE WILL FIGHT TO THE END...
WE STAND AS ONE OF MANY...
WE WILL BE SILENT NO MORE...
WE HAVE BROKEN OUR SILENCE...
WE HAVE GOD AS OUR WITNESS...
WE LIVE AND STAND BY THE TRUTH...
WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO PROTECTION
Ann Free Spirit
FREE on going health care for the abused child
FREE on going health care for domestic abused people,
For above and also: XRAYS, MIR SCANS, HEAD INJURIES, It is essential that the health is seen to first, before anything else. Also all damaged done to the child... Domestic Violence... and RAPE... is all FREE through ACC
ACC is to stop sending people to counselors, before they are ready to go and then because that person stops going to counseling, because they are not in their right state of mind to go (such as still in poor health and pain), ACC is not to take them off their books. No counseling, until the person is back on their feet and in good health, meaning without any pain, as they will not be able to cope with the counseling, because of being on pain killers, or medication of some sort. And all this while, ACC should be paying for all cost,
The abused people should not pay, for their health care, because that way, they are paying for being abused..
Make sure, that where the child is place, in-care, that they are safe and not just put there, to get the child out of mind and out of sight, or off the books. All is done, the child is place some where, and our work is done, so they say.
I feel that ACC, gets rid of the abused children, abused victims/survivors, off their books, as soon as they can. The people give up, so as they have some peace, We are far too weak to fight ACC all the time, I gave up years ago, I can not fight the Drs, who are paid by ACC, so the Drs, tell ACC what ACC want to hear. Nothing wrong with her, she is imagining that she is in Pain, Gosh I have xrays and operation to prove what is wrong with me. This is what we have to put up with.
Some one needs to listen to us abused victims/survivors, who are in pain. Because you can not see the pain, we are told that we are lying about it. We give up, because we can not keep fighting for our rights, to try to get something done, for our on going health and pain.
As New Zealanders, are we not entitled to ACC, as well as the sports people are???
You know what that makes us feel like?,
It is like being abused over and over again. It is like being a child again, that is what these years of fighting ACC is like, abused and sexual abused people's minds stop growing and the little child in you, comes forward, when ever she has to fight, or stand up for herself, when she knows that she is right, but then she does not know, in which way, to go about things, to get help, from ACC. Just this year I emailed ACC, and I am not on their books any more I was told, they could not find my name. No one knows what we go through, we need some one to fight for us and to help us.
We are already destroyed, our minds tell us, that it can not carry on the fight any more. We give up. We are the low of the lowest and from then on, we feel more helpless about our well being, and that is when, we are so vulnerable.
Why are we thrown on the rubbish heap, as if we are the guilty person,?
We feel dirty and ashamed already and ACC send us backward, by re-abusing us, time and time again. ACC have their own Drs. We have no one.
ACC HAS BULLIED US INTO GIVING UP.
My lawyer has all of my papers to do with ACC and yes, it has cost me, to fight to get the help, that should be mine as a New Zealander.
We need FREE special Drs, who will stand up for the abuse children and the abused victims/survivors, because we can not do it alone, We do every thing that ACC tell us to do, but it is still not enough to get the help we need from ACC.
We are so tied of the everyday fight just making it, from day to day, because we have no one to help us.
We feel so let down by everyone, so we, abused victims/survivors, just give up and that is why you see, so many damaged children, men and women, just existing, walking around with blank minds. Some one has to help us,
Have us abused people, no rights at all??
We need FREE lawyers to fight our case, once ACC signs us off their books, while we are still in need of their on going help.
Some of us will never be healed, our brains and bodies are damaged so much, that no one can help us, we end up rotting away so slowly, our abuse is forever in the back ground.
ABUSED CHILDREN, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, RAPE VICTIMS/SURVIVORS OF ALL KINDS OF ABUSE, ARE THE FORGOTTEN NEW ZEALANDERS.
Brain damage is a life time of pain, as with sexual abuse, we need some one who understands our head pain, gosh it is like your head would burst open, the pain is that bad, that is what bashing about the head does to you, they can not see the pain, so we are a waist, of time and space to them all, may as well not be here, no one cares what we go through each day, even our own Drs, do not believe us, because they can not see our pain.
HELL, WHAT ELSE AND FOR HOW LONG, DO WE HAVE TO SUFFER,
WE NEED HELP.
WE NEED SOME ONE TO STAND UP FOR US.
WE CAN NOT DO IT ALONE.
WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO ASK FOR HELP ANYMORE
WE HAVE TO STAY SILENT, JUST LIKE A CHILD DOES
IT HURTS, IT BLOODY HURTS SO MUCH
WE HAVE NO HOPE OR FAITH IN ANYONE.
We already trust no one, but now, that no-one, has turned into the world, you were slapped down as a child, but when it happens when you are suppose to be an adult, it is harder on you, you ask yourself: What is wrong with me?,
Am I to be blamed for being abused as a child?,
Or being domestic abused?,
Am I the one, who should be in jail?,
We live in Prison in our own homes
Abuse and sexual abuse last a life time of shame, blame and pain.
I was told just lately, that is was my fault, for being abused as a child, the child in me just cried and cried, it was the grown ups, who did this to me I said, the child was calling out, but she kept on at me. I told her to leave my house.
STOP PEOPLE FROM USING THE ABUSED CHILDREN.. BY MAKING MONEY OUT OF THEM.
STOP PEOPLE FROM BLAMING THE CHILDREN FOR BEING ABUSED.
PLEASE BELIEVE THE ABUSED CHILDREN... SHOW THEM THAT YOU CARE FOR THEM... GAIN THEIR TRUST FIRST BY SHOWING THEM KINDNESS... TELL THEM THAT YOU BELIEVE THEM
DON'T FORCE THEM INTO SOMETHING THEY DO NOT WANT TO DO...
LIKE GOING TO SOME ONE ELSE THEY DO NOT KNOW
WHEN YOU SEE A CHILD IN FEAR OF SOMEONE...
KEEP AN EYE ON THAT CHILD...
KNOW THE SIGNS OF CHILD ABUSE...
ASK A SURVIVOR HOW THEY FELT...
I have given up for myself, I just want children and the young people of today helped, they have a voice now and they now have Sir Glenn to walk along side of them,
WOW! The children are blessed, they will soon learn that help will soon be there for them and they will learn to trust and to open up and use their voice and you will see that one day, New Zealand children will be free from the hands, of their abusers???.
But deep down I know, that while we have so much power over children, there will always be abuse.
The child has to have their own LAWYER and no one with them, when they go to see that lawyer. The persons who the child is with, is not to phone the child's lawyer, that is really BAD NEWS. They lie to the lawyer behind the child's back, the child still does not get a chance, to speak up for themselves. Believe me, my grandson went through this.
The child knows who to trust, let the child ask for that person, to be with them, let the child use their brains, they know who is good for them. But I still say, you have to make sure that the child is in a SAFE place, even the best people, such as, church people, teaches, Drs, and so on, abuse and sexual abuse innocent children. The child's lawyer is to only, talk to the child. The child needs to trust the lawyer and if that lawyer phones, or the people the child is with, phones their lawyer, you may as well leave the child, with their abusers.
Double check the CHILD YOUTH AND FAMILY, workers, we have heard, so many of them now days, abusing children, just because those who have being in the papers lately, have all the top line jobs, does not mean, that they are perfect. NO ONE IS PERFECT. Make sure the ones who are in the top job, such as The Child Youth And Family, do the job for the children, that they are not in that top job, just to get a name for themselves, or more money, as they work their way up the ladder. Far too many of these so call top line workers, do not have the know how, or any real feelings for the abused children. We need people in those jobs, who know how and what a child is going through, I have to keep telling you this, the child's TRUST has being broken, and that is where you start.
The child will never go to any one, he/she has told about the abuse before hand, they will go to any one who will listen to them and that child will watch ever move that person make and mostly that person's face. If you think a child does not notice these things, you are so wrong, as you are looking at them, they also are watching you. We know more than you will ever realize. The child may not be looking at you.
But this you must remember, the child hears ever word you say to them. You see Verbal abuse is the first thing which is done to the child, they work on the child's mind, to make the child feel guilt, so that the child gives in to them. Thinking that they will soon leave them alone. BUT IT NEVER STOPS. They keep on at the child, until the child just stands there and lets them, do what ever they want, to do with their bodies,
ABUSE OF ALL KINDS KILLS A CHILD'S MIND.
YOU HAVE TO PROTECT THE CHILDREN.
BUT WALK GENTLY WITH THE CHILD.
THE OLDER THE CHILD GETS, AND THE LONGER THE CHILD IS ABUSED FOR, THE HARDER IT IS FOR THE CHILD,
TO PUT THE ABUSE BEHIND THEM.
The child will then go two ways, rebel against every one, or go inward, one is as bad as the other, OH YES, your mind is not yours any more and each time they do these evil things to you, you put your mind else were, trying to cut out, what they are doing. It kills you. And then you try to end your life, just to stop the Pain. It hurts so much.
WHY DON'T PEOPLE BELIEVE THE AFFECT, THAT ABUSE HAS ON YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE???
Lies upon more lies, is all I have heard from the catholic church and the nuns, but still, the people do not believe us and that is why, I wrote my story, so as the world, knows what happened to us children, in their hell hole catholic orphanages around the world.
I am one dirty black soul, who is going to hell, the devil has my soul, oh god, why did you not stop them?? the nuns and priest told us, that you knew what would happen, years before it happened, Why? Why? Did you not stop it, if you knew about it.
The nuns told us, we were the devil's children, we were the devil's daughters, knowing that the nuns do not lie, we believed what ever they told us. My mind is so full of bad things, which were yelled at me, beaten into me, just a wee little girl, with no hand to hold. Looking for a kind face and a smile which I once knew, but that nun was sent away. That is what they use to do. The kind nun I last saw on my wedding day. Her face would light up, such a sweet smile she had and a voice of an angel.
This same sort of verbal abuse, is still happening to the children and the domestic abused people, of today. The abusers, work on the emotionally abuse and it is this, which stays with you, for the rest of your life.
I am telling you all of this, because you have to know, the depth of how the abuse, carries on within you, for the rest of your life.
I could tell you so much how it feels, to have no one, in who, you can trust. What abuse does to your mind. Scared of people, is one of the worst, you are alone for the rest of your life.
I must go now, I hope that SIR Glenn is given back his good name, at any way, I believe in him, he is a good man, to try to protect the children. His work, has not yet begun. So many innocent children, now have a voice and YES, they will be believed. That is what I have always wanted to hear... WE BELIEVE YOU. Ann Thompson
A Moment in time when all seems lost... a friend comes along... who cares... and makes you feel that you belong.
The Scars in my Mind Do Not Heal... They are the Deepest Scars... Forever Tormenting Me... Letting Me Know About My Shame.... Telling Me That It Was My Fault... Trying To Fight A Way Out From My Pain...
Action Stop Child Abuse Dead
If You're Doing It... Stop!
If You Suspect It... Report It
If You See It... Do Something NOW
If It's Happening To You... Tell Some One
WE ARE THE TRUTH...
WE HAVE OUR VOICE...
WE WILL NOT GO AWAY...
WE WILL FIGHT TO THE END...
WE STAND AS ONE OF MANY...
WE WILL BE SILENT NO MORE...
WE HAVE BROKEN OUR SILENCE...
WE HAVE GOD AS OUR WITNESS...
WE LIVE AND STAND BY THE TRUTH...
WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO PROTECTION
Ann Free Spirit