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Braking our silence nazareth house orphanages

Nazareth House: we lived in hell on earth in their cold loveless hole, I have been telling you all for years now, about the older kids sexual abusing us RAPE that is the only word to call it, it does matter, it hurts just as bad when an adult is raping you, an older kid is raping you, even if they are younger than you it is all the same, they killed us every day, how do you think we survived, because I bloody don't know, it is all so sicking and it does not go away

The nuns knew what was happening to us kids and they turned a blind eye to our calls for help, they could hear our screams and they were sitting there watching the older girls abusing us, one nun slept right beside our dormitory, with a window she was always peeping through, they knew, they knew what was being done to us, the nuns were abusing us as well, so why would they care?, what the older girls were doing to us?.

And I am not the only one who has lived to tell of the abuse and sexual abuse behind those red brick walls, of Nazareth House The Poor Sisters of Nazareth, you know what? they have dropped the POOR from their title. they should be called; The Rich Sisters of Nazareth nothing further from the truth that name would be for them, they got rich on us children who slaved our guts out for them from dawn till late at night, the stories coming out now are like a mirror reading our own stories so sad and they called themselves, brides of Jesus Christ.

Just think how we all felt when we were little innocent children while the priest, nuns, workers and  the older kids were violating our bodies RAPING us, we couldn't get away from them we were never safe in their cold house of god. Don't you get it? just read the stories on the web and then tell me, that you have not heard me, tell you the same things for years.

So many of us have found each other on the internet my first encounter happened in 2001 when I meet Maria in England. She was in Nazareth House in Scotland, then there was Mick from USA. CJ in England. Judith in England, Andy from England, who was in the orphanages in Germany, Frances and Eileen  in New Zealand,  and countless of others all comforting each other, Not all were sexual abused and I can tell you this the abuse they went through was so degrading it affected them so much, it was so strange to hear that so many of us throughout the many years of silence, that we would some how meet on the air ways and never seeing each other, could feel what each of us was going through.

Nazareth House 1951 to 1959. I was working at St. Joseph Boys orphanages 1959 to 1966 which was run by the Nazareth House order of nuns the Poor Sisters of Nazareth. It was so great to talk to some one who had being through the same as you and it gave me the strength to go on other boards to tell my story in 1997 was the first time I was to meet most of the girls. from the Mount Magdala 1941 to 1951 run by the Good Shepherd order of nuns and that was when I was told by one girl that she knew some of the women who sexual abused me, you know it was because of that, is why  I left Christchurch in 1966. I was so full of shame that I walked away from every one it was bad enough that I knew but to have some one else come to you and tell you about it just turned me inside out. I could not face any one in life before that, but this time, it hurt me so much, because the other girls knew and no one helped me.