Yes the countless years of re-abuse from the catholic church, is what has pulled us down and the climb up is so hard, because our faith, not for God, but our faith in the catholic church is gone forever.
All we ever wanted was acknowledgement and a profound Sorry, from their hearts and, NOT FROM THEIR LAWYERS, with no strings attached. But all we got from the catholic church was, that we are liars and never once was there acknowledgement or did they admit guilt of their actions, to us.
YES WE DID ABUSE YOU AND SEXUAL ABUSE YOU INNOCENT CHILDREN, WHILE IN OUR CARE.
It was all we wanted to hear, but No. Like so many of us we will go to our graves, taking our pain and torment with us. No, that is not true, because our children, our friends and our grand children carry our pain with us and it hurts us so bad when we see them so upset, because of no fault of ours, they suffer along with us.
What we now leave behind us, is what we went through as children, the abuse and sexual abuse of the catholic church, who will not Jesus like and by taking us by our hands and to acknowledge to the sexual abuse and abuse, she did to her innocent children
We have to stand as one, and do some thing. The pope has to listen to his people, a letter should be sent to all churches around the world, no matter what religion it may be, and for the people to say, that we will not stand for any more re-abuse, of the innocent children of yesterday, who are scared for the rest of their lives, because of the few minutes of self satisfaction, for these priest, monks, brothers, nuns and their workers in the way they had, with these children.
I for one have had enough of the pope's empty words and it is about time we tell him so. I wish that I knew his email and he would soon feel my pain, if be, right between his blind eyes and deaf ears.
I am trying to to get our feelings and pain across to people and it hurts every times I see any thing about sexual abuse and it is for me, sexual abuse of any child, boys and girls in any religion and in their homes, hurts me so much.
It is so evil for any one to do this to innocent children. The greatest sin of all sins, is sexual abuse by clergy
Some times I wonder, why people can not see the signs, we send out to adults. We do you know and my way was not talking to any one, hiding when ever I could. Not doing anything in school and cutting myself with razor blades. And doing every thing for every one, so as I would be notice. But a blind eye and a deaf ears I was calling out to, just the same for the children of today.
We truly try to let you see our pain, but people do not know, why we act the way we do. They call us naughty children and that we should be punished and that closes us up even more and we then, learn to hide behind our pain and the only thing then is, that we cry over nothing at all and want to die, so as our pain is no more and we want to be safe.
Why do they not see our tears?.
The children need us to listen to their cries for help and we must look between their different ways, of their fear, in how they are trying to get us, to see their ways, in which they are calling out for help from us. We need to really listen, to their silent cries, which we see in the ways, that they go through their actions, each day and night. They are there and because people do not know them, is why, they do not know what to look for.
Ask a child how they are, are they hurting inside, do they need help of any kind? Please listen to their silent cries for help, they need you to hear them, look at the signs they send to you, by doing and saying things, in ways a lonely child, can only do. look the child in their face and look at their sad eyes, their tears are real, and they are hurting so bad. they do not know how to tell you, they fear ever one, they trust no one, it is up to all grown up men and women to help the abused children, they are our future, and we must treasure them, protect them as our own. Our children or today, are the worlds leaders of tomorrow. Show them and teach them to love, so our world will be a better place, for them to live in, today and tomorrow.