I am a broken women and this has torn me apart... we have no justice for the rape and abuse... which was done to us men and women... of the churches in New Zealand... we are just walked all over... as if we are the dirt they walk upon...
it is the getting up which is so hard... the fall is so easy... you just let go and yet knowing that... you don't only see yourself fall... you see your friends holding on to that last thread... you then feel that it is you... who is about to brake that thread... you say to yourself... you must not let go Ann... just a little while longer then we will be free... but it doesn't work that way... you hear the word sorry so often... knowing that it does not mean anything... to the church nuns and priest... to them it is just another meaningless word... to use when or where ever they feel... that people will believe that they just might... have a a bit of heart or feelings in them... but they have always missed out... what we are shouting to them to hear... ACKNOWLEDGMENT TO THE ABUSE... that is what we want most of all... then that will resort some faith back into our souls...
Why do they NOT take any notice when we tell them... about the lost of our faith in god... that is what we have lost... and they do not answer that question... they turn the other way... and do not hear or see us... we are the lost children of god... not from our own doing... it has being caused by the servants and brides of Jesus Christ... nuns and priest... and that they will have to answer to gods for... Why do they not hear us?... as a child we would of given our lives to Jesus... and some of us now still would... but they do not see our hearts weeping for that lost... which we held so dear to our hearts... the pain of the rape and the abuse as children... by these men and women of god... was like to us... the devil with his pitchfork... just like they thrashed into us every day and night... pushing us into the fires of hell... and that is where we are today... living a life in hell on earth... Ann
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it is the getting up which is so hard... the fall is so easy... you just let go and yet knowing that... you don't only see yourself fall... you see your friends holding on to that last thread... you then feel that it is you... who is about to brake that thread... you say to yourself... you must not let go Ann... just a little while longer then we will be free... but it doesn't work that way... you hear the word sorry so often... knowing that it does not mean anything... to the church nuns and priest... to them it is just another meaningless word... to use when or where ever they feel... that people will believe that they just might... have a a bit of heart or feelings in them... but they have always missed out... what we are shouting to them to hear... ACKNOWLEDGMENT TO THE ABUSE... that is what we want most of all... then that will resort some faith back into our souls...
Why do they NOT take any notice when we tell them... about the lost of our faith in god... that is what we have lost... and they do not answer that question... they turn the other way... and do not hear or see us... we are the lost children of god... not from our own doing... it has being caused by the servants and brides of Jesus Christ... nuns and priest... and that they will have to answer to gods for... Why do they not hear us?... as a child we would of given our lives to Jesus... and some of us now still would... but they do not see our hearts weeping for that lost... which we held so dear to our hearts... the pain of the rape and the abuse as children... by these men and women of god... was like to us... the devil with his pitchfork... just like they thrashed into us every day and night... pushing us into the fires of hell... and that is where we are today... living a life in hell on earth... Ann
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The deadline for public input about the Terms of Reference for the inquiry into historic abuse in state care ends midnight.
The draft Terms of Reference covers physical, sexual and emotional abuse and neglect with a key focus being the impact for Māori.
Royal Commission Chairman Sir Anan Satyanand expects more submissions about the scope of the inquiry.
"The number of submissions we've received it's north of 200, by the end of tonight, I'm thinking we'll be around the 300 mark," says Satyanand.https://www.maoritelevision.com/news/politics/deadline-input-abuse-inquiry-scope-ends-tonight